Someone slap me pls !!
I miss him agn .
I have too much of his things ..
In my hse ,
there's alwys e remembering of him .
When i brush my teeth, he'll be looking.
When im slping, he'll be hugging me
When im preparing to go out , he'll wake me up ..
In my laptop ,
there's tons of his pics..
tons of out conversations ..
tons of OUR memories.
In my handphone ,
there's his msgs which i don bear to delete
there's his back view .
In sch,
everytime im cold , he'll bring me his jacket ..
im hungry , there's food .
when we see each other , he'll let me drink his milk ..
I miss him by my side .
But i noe tt the present him ,
is no longer him .
he changed .
maybe for e better .
i do not noe .
but i noe im e one feeling all e pain.
I rmb he asked me .
"If we break will u hate me?"
I said i will.
I rmb also telling him he shouldnt let things drag.
See . I told him all these at e start of THIS yr .
Everything happened .
Oh my . I can go be fortune teller alr .
hais .
I miss having someone to hug;
to hold;
to kiss;
to talk with;
to share everythin with .
Because i noe ,
a happiness shared is a happiness doubled .
a sadness shared is a sadness halved .
Boy , i miss u .
Leaving with T E A R S;
amm - ehh - beee - yiii - elll .
From Mabel; with ♥
1:44 AM