I'm feeling emo agn ..
This blog ..
progressed alot ..
from the starting with i noe weijie till now ..
When i knew him ,
I didnt let him noe i was attached .
Cos at tt point of time , my ex was treating me real bad .
I shant elaborate on tt .
But wad i knew was tt weijie was nice to me ,
and my ex will be a thing of e past .
When weijie knew i was attached ,
he was real sad.
I felt thoroughly guilty for tt .
I knew then , i hurt him deeply .
Feeling confused and at a loss .
I went to swallow 19 panadols .
My ex came , all he did was be on e phone ..
den at nite, weijie came .
he treated me real nice .
and gt me a teddy bear from precious thots , plus some lollipops.
i felt like crying cos no1 had treated me so well .
things carried on ..
I gt better and he calls me whenever he is free while working .
i wasnt reali attached to him but i considered myself his ..
i was contented .. till one day , i was thinkin "how to celebrate anni tis way?".
it was till last year's mothers' day did we had an official date .
14/5/2006 . it was a day for me to rmb .
every single month , i like to make myself stressed to get smth for him ..
as an anni de present .
I like being able to look forward to each month , knowing tt our love would last.
everyday was sweet to me .
being with him , time passed reali fast ..
but i like it this way .
it was till when we are tgt for 1 yr ..
where everythin started ..
quarrels became more frequent .
and for many trivial stuff .
and yet, he alwys gave in ..
i rmb , i used to tink i had a love pattern .
n i was worried we're gonna break when 9mths n 9 days came .
he assured me that nth was gonna happen .
he even wanted to go out with me tt day .
we went queensway .. i rmb it .. cos i blogged abt it ..
everythin was fine tt day ..
aft going thru tt day , all i felt was tt he's true to me ..
i dunno how everythin gt screwed ,
nor do i wanna rmb .. but i rmb all e times we've spent tgt .
every single thing . it's in my heart .
Things i remember about YOU :
- i rmb when u came to my hse aft working the nite shift in e factory just to teach me SS, despite being tired thru e nite. not onli tat, u even waited for me outside sch till my exam finished..
- i rmb when i was alone at home , u would come over to peii wo ..
- i rmb e time when i was lazy to buy my meals , u would buy carrot cake for me to eat ..
- i rmb e times u were tired , and came my hse to slp .
- i rmb e times when i was being wilful and u had to give in to me .
- i rmb all e times i had ur hug to help me go to slp .
- i rmb e times when u were so cute in front of me .
- i rmb e times when u gave up being with ur mum or frens just to be with me or listen to me ..
- i rmb all e gifts which u gave ..
- i rmb going to make contact lens with u , seeing ur eyes red , and being the first one to see u without contact lens .
not onli these , cos e memories we had were just too many to list .
Things is , i onli regret tt i couldnt help u wash ur hair .
I dunno why .. i onli regret tis ..
pls , comb ur hair often . maybe u can ask her to help u comp ur hair from now on . ^^
我知道，我们已经不能回到过去了。
我不奢望会有那么的一天，
所以我会继续走我这条路。
无论路有多困难，我只能一直走。
From Mabel; with ♥
10:27 PM
