♥ Mabel's P I N K paradise . <3

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥

Yes, we're well and together again.. But.. I cant help feeling so saddened sometimes.. Maybe crying these few days caused me to cry easily?

These few days oso no much ppl ask me abt my new url. Is it cos no1 reali read my blog anyway? I dunno.. I mean i noe i am blogging for myself to rmb.. but.. somehow i need to hab somebody to listen to wad im writing rite?

today dear called me zhuzhu. he said it was cute. but he nvr said tt before (i tink). im just.. feeling so out these few days. since the 7th month is like officially over, im so gonna go swimming lah. can cry in water oso no1 noe. furthermore e place i go swim is so empty de.

i really dunno. i want my relationship to go out. i want things to happen. but i only wan e good things. then onli those bad things come pester me. does anyone even noe how im feeling anot. wah lao. damn miserable lah.

on a side note, i initially wanted to go find him last weekend de. pass him everythin. den i leave. but, wad i was thinking further than tt was tt i go dash out to e road suddenly. like tt.. all of me will be gone.. at least the cars that are driving wont be able to brake in time anyway. oh ya, and car bang should be pain awhile jiu die le. I dunno whether i shud still tink abt tt anot. but i reali wish things were just the same lo. it's veri miserable to feel as tho he has another gal behind my back.

not onli tt, he sms me so little, doesnt call me at nite, hardly say he loves me. am i in love this way? hais. ='(

From Mabel; with ♥

2:13 AM

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