♥ Mabel's P I N K paradise . <3

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ♥

I seem to be emo again.
I'm not sure anymore.
I can't seem to be sure of something anymore.
Maybe.. I'm sure that i'm still living.
But my road, my path, my destination..
It's no longer clear to me anymore. (:

And i keep wanting to rant so so so much nowadays.
Is it the effect of staying at home for too long?
OMG. I think i wanna work again. )):

Ohyea.
Few days ago, while i was sick.
I dreamt of Mr Chen.
I dreamt that he still was together with me.
We were having a war of somesort.
Joey wasn't in the picture.
We were still sweet and loving.
His image to me was still cute.

What is this dream telling me?
It made me crave so hard for love.
It made me cry for love.
It made me miss love.
I know that it still isn't the right time,
to get too serious in a relationship.
But the feelings... I have.
They are too strong to stop.

I don't wanna see myself cry to sleep anymore

Please. I don't want anymore heartaches.
I don't want anymore sadness.
Take them all away. <33

From Mabel; with ♥

9:22 PM

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