Hais.. this is my beloved blog. It has my memories from so long ago. This blog. Has seen the way i was. And it has seen the way i am. Changes are bound everywhere. I see a change in myself too. Good or bad, i have no idea. But i do hope i will change into someone happy, and optimistic. I'm still working on it. (:
Hm. These few days i've messaged yuxing lesser.. Usually just call him up. Then pretend that i want to go sleep le. Hope he's alrite. I guess maybe things are turning back to normal?
Btw, he msg-ed me ytd. telling me that he almost fought with his dad. I had no idea wad happened. But i was really happy that he thought of me to msg. But after a few msgs, there came no reply. I hope nothing happened to him. Or he dint smoke too much or drink too much either. Too taxing for his health. plus, he has work.
Hm. I have no idea this is infatuation or not. But either case, im sure one day, i'll come to find someone i'll love tt'll love me back. Just the way i wanna. (:
Toodles, my dear dear diary.
From Mabel; with ♥
4:09 AM