I don't have the courage die, nor do i have the strength to live.
I wonder why do i have to continue looking happy and smile, when deep inside i feel so hurt and tired.
Am I just a living corpse like my friend said?
Maybe I am. Maybe i just am.
Nobody knows the feeling of just staying at a spot. Finding it hard to move forward, unable to move backwords. Words at this point is unable to express my inner most feelings nor even how i feel.
All i ever wanted was having someone who I know WILL be there for me. No strings attached. When you love someone, whatever things you ever did, the reason was only becoz you love her. Nothing more; nothing less. Was that ever hard?
From Mabel; with ♥
8:57 PM