♥ Mabel's P I N K paradise . <3

Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥

Today i finally realised that there were people who thought the same that i did.
That i did nothing.
Not gonna elaborate much on that, as that sentence itself is self-sufficient.

Anyway, from today, i realised quite a number of things.

I realised that teamwork is helping the TEAM to have a lighter workload.
And also to complete the whole project quickly.
I was being a burden, so for that i was wrong.

In addition, i was like so stupid,
so waste my time meetings after meetings doing nothing.
I could have jolly well research on my own.
Afterall, what are all these years in RP for,
if i didn't know how to research on my own?

But other than that, i need to clarify something else.
I was actually thinking about many stuffs.
Thinking on what i could contribute, so that i would not seem "extra" in the team.
Every single time i thought about this,
i have absolutely no idea.
I guess that was why i started skipping all the meetings.
But that's what i'm guessing.
(man what's wrong with me? i have to think of what i'm thinking)

So yeah. But actually i think that the letting out of the steam was really good.
I guess you were kinda stressed out on the workload too.
At least knowing what the problem with your thoughts is the first step.
At least knowing that you think i have the potential is good (even if you're lying).

So yeah, communication is really important when working in a team.
When someone is unhappy with another, it's still best to speak up.
At least now we all know what I (or maybe we) should improve on.

Btw, whether or not i "deserve" your gentleman-ness is not the issue.
all along i just thought you were trying to disturb me.
Guess i was too naive.

I guess we learn new things everyday don't we?

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