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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥

I was thinking abt some stuff on my way home after movie with boyf today (just now).

I thought, how come some ppl can accept patching back with the same guy.
To me, i'm not that kind of person.

But what would i know, it's not like i did have any ex wanting to patch with me.
i think it's partly cos i told them that if break, no way of getting back together.

My mentality is this: you break with this guy, there's a reason. If you patch back again, you'll most likely break up for the same reason again.

Why should i make myself go through the same pain again?
Not worth it i'd say.

Well, i don't really know that if i'll really NOT patch back with an ex.
Cos he might suddenly become really nice during the "trying to patch up" period.
But after patch, scarly the same old pattern come out again.
Then my i will get all soft-hearted and be a forgiving girl.

And sometimes i ask myself too,
do i still have feelings for my ex?
I personally don't think so luh.
Cos most of them ended quite badly leh.
Bastard chen, center parting...
All seems quite bad ending de.
But at least i sometimes will still talk with center parting de.
Afterall, his sister is in my school currently mah. (:

Ohwells. I don't really know what's the point of this post luh.
Just wanna write down some stuff i'm thinking..
Maybe can stop the throbbing headache i'm having right now.

Nites ppl!

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