♥ Mabel's P I N K paradise . <3

Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥

I'm in class currently. Most stuffs already done.
Just worksheet last question.
But ohwells, enough with the school stuff.

Sometimes having a guy who says he cares isn't enough.
He must show he cares.
Sometimes having a guy who would be there to hear isn't enough.
He needs to help carry our burden.
Sometimes having a guy around isn't enough.
He needs to love, care and concern.

Anyway, when i went down to buy some food,
I saw MrChen. It ain't a real big deal to see him,
seeing that we're both in the same school.
But it's still better to not see him luh.

The main thing is not that i see him.
Is like, seeing him seems to be a bad omen..
It's like telling me that Mr K will turn out like him too.

Suddenly i think...
What would give me the reason to trust him?
Love? I don't think so.
I don't want anymore bad things to happen.

But will Mr K be the one to be around when i feel sad?
To console me, make me smile, give me sunshine, give me love.

Arghh. Don't know luh. ):

I finally understood what some tv shows are trying to convey.
It's like, now i know how true that "Once bitten, twice shy" is.

I kind of don't understand how i managed to trust somebody i didn't know.
Now i get paranoid with regards to Mr K.

All i know that it's the emo season now. ):

Labels: reflections