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Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥

I think that it's so hard for me to walk out of everything.. Like it's so hard to walk away.. mrchen's back to haunt ME.. Why why why?!

Maybe i should build a wall around me.. Build it high and thick, thick and strong. Even soundproof. So that i can stop myself from all the hurts, pains, and voices. It pains me every single time i see him. Nothing good is bound to happen..

The only thing i can seek peace is in giving help to others.. As well as my friends.. I feel most happy like that. Maybe they'll never be around when i need them. But i hope i'll be the one they think of when they need somebody..

Love.
It's a game.
Who's better at bo hiew-ing each other,
who wins.

And i suck at it cos i'll care too much for him. Fucking much. I wish somebody can slap me alive again. I don't want love anymore.

I SHALL PRETEND TO BE EXTREMELY HAPPY IN SCHOOL TML.

And i still hate mrchen. )):

Did you hear the shatter of my heart?

From Mabel; with ♥

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