How weird frenship is.
You can be as close as fuck with somebody.
But when the true tests comes,
onli den u noe that u all aint strong tgt.
Life been sad for me.
When im down and all alone,
it'll just be me and just me alone.
Mr C** once said to me.
I alwys comtemplated suicidal thoughts,
all for just one reason :
I wan people to noe my existance.
To me,
People just disregard my existance.
Sometimes i wonder why.
Since people who are in operation theatres wanna live so much,
why dun they take part of my life and pass it to them?
I'm guessing it'll be easier for me ?
Urghh.
The headache im getting.
Sheesh.
Im off to slp le.
*Thanks leonard for talking to me.
Tho the one i wanna talk to is MR C** ...
From Mabel; with ♥
10:15 PM